this is a damn sweet and blissful song. will confirm play it on my wedding! xD
reading this, even for a couple of times, still makes me smile ^^
3 long weeks :(
in around 24 more hours, you will be leaving singapore to thailand for training.
singapore’s weather now is already so hot. i bet thailand is even worse.. so you better hydrate yourself all the time!
take care, eat well, sleep well and endure all the tough trainings there.
navigate out of the terrain asap, avoid all the dangerous animals in the forest and shoot down all targets!
i believe that you can accomplish them all, come back as a 3SGT and make your family and i proud :)
i love you, and i will miss you badly. looking forward to your return!
love you truly madly deeply ^^
what a great saying: 情侶在一起 就算什麼也不做 也很幸福 不是嗎? :)
sometimes i wish that you can pay more attention to me :(
it doesn’t feel the same anymore.
times are hard
but i’m sure that we can overcome all obstacles hand in hand. love ya hubby <3
perhaps he’s not that good in the past.. but after being together with him throughout these (almost) six years, he has really grown. more matured, gentleman, caring and responsible.. even though he acts and looks like a little boy sometimes, that’s what i like about him.. i have not loved a guy in vain! all efforts and love put in were worth it! to have a man like him is my greatest blessing! i love you hubby!
on the verge of crying
jealousy kills. :(
the feeling of just letting everything go and leave
supposedly need to get ready to go out now.. but i don’t have the mood to get prepared yet..
somehow i feel very tired of the things going on and on.. studies, people quarelling, scolding each other, dominating over each other, betraying each other and disappointing people..
i really had enough of all these stuff.. but studies is the only one thing that i cannot forgo
throughout these 16 years of my life, i have been studying, building up my own knowledge. i didn’t view studies as important in the past. in fact, i just smoked through psle without really studying then just apply for the nearest secondary school to my home.
that was when things changed, a lot. knowing that i got into the first class of express stream really came as a surprise to me. and suddenly i felt that, ‘hey, perhaps i got a chance to be really good in studies.’ so i just tried studying, and the results are ‘omg seriously?’ they turned out better than expected so it gave me lots of motivation to work even harder.. it’s the same motivation that enabled me to enter a local university, and i’m really glad that i made it.
secondary school was the best period of my life that made me see through lots of stuff. took part in a cca i thought i would never enter, red cross. i thought i would just simply join some clubs like ava/library club because i’m the introvert type. gained interest in my cca over the years, took part in many of their activities and really learnt many lessons and values like teamwork, discipline and the importance of communication. but it also made me see how ugly can humans be sometimes.. lying, giving up and falling out with each other,
it was also a period when i got into a relationship. honestly, i didn’t think much of the consequences of the relationship and i just wanted to try out the feeling of having a boyfriend. hahahahaha childish thinking in the past seriously. i didn’t think that i might get hurt, betrayed, disappointed and lots lots more. in the end, all these bad parts of being in a relationship really happened to me. then it dawned upon me that sustaining a relationship isn’t easy.. giving and taking, lots of understanding and tolerance needed. plus must really learn and find out the best way to communicate. ironically, the person that made you smile the most will make you cry the most. but it’s one of the things that we have to sacrifice to live with the person we love the most.
hmmm hahahaha i think i must stop here! late for meetup!! :x
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